Signs

Ladies and Gentlemen, I Blog to hear my self.

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As some of you know , i travel around 40 km/25 miles to my university round-trip almost everyday , and i've been doing this for almost a year and a half now , and in Every single morning i see people who have left their pain/fear/misery/troubles/ poorness ,and what ever that has  happen before this morning behind their backs, i must say , seeing everyone facing a new day somehow motivated me to do the same - because normally i am NOT a morning person- , observing them from a distance amuses me ,even though it's inappropriate.

But today's morning was different , i took the LRT as usual , and it was crowded, AS USUAL, so the best way to survive those few minutes of sharing the trailer is to read a book on your phone or to play a game , and the most important thing is to carry your headphones wherever you go, personally i can't handle silence at its best shapes , but somehow today i wanted to hear nothing; to read nothing , all i wanted to do is to take that ride and simply do nothing , so the LRT came , and where i was standing was full so i had to switch to the other door , i entered and the door closed -p.s: doors terrifies me lately and i don't know why- ,so i was standing in the middle , an Indian guy on my right and his companions , french tourists (i suppose they are tourists according to their heavy bags they were carrying) and a bunch of school girls in front , and there was her, the one who made me suspicious about this very particular morning , she was tiny , wearing a purple t-shirt , decorated by some words written in green that i chose not to read. She was talking out loud , first i thought that she's on the phone but then i realized that she was just talking out loud . Was she crazy ? -i don't think so. The weirdest thing about it was that she spoke in English , and she was Chinese , why would she do that ? isn't it better for everyone to explain them selves using their very first language !.
I tried not to think about what is she doing ; and started concentrating on what she was saying , and there my friends was another sign.
<<My customer died this morning , i don't know what happened , even my son's wife went to hospital this morning , my first son , i don't know , i don't know .. My customer was a student , 30.000 for his life , he is very young , Very young ; i don't know he just died , what is wrong with you people , why you not get together and help each-other, God put us here together to help ; you cannot live alone , you will die alone , just like my customer , he was very young , i don't know i don't know it was leukemia or something , even my son's wife is in the hospital this morning , trust God , God just can take my customer away this morning ...>> .

I couldn't breath at that moment , 30 seconds only from Pasar-seni to KL central , and she said it all , was she real ? was she an Angel? was i the only one who heard that ? nobody bothered calming her down anyways , or at least looked at her ... Was she insane ? Was she an Angel ? was she a spy perhaps ? who is her God anyways ? and what kind of help she was talking about? Why there ?Why now? ...

I don't know , i just don't know who her God is , but i know that mine put me there for a reason.

04-04-2014 @ 10:06 am

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